First Blog EVER.

I thought it was about time I hopped on this bandwagon.  I follow a few blogs, but mostly those of friends.  This will be my first entry.
I'm a wife, married 5 years come this September.  I'm a nanny, currently to a 2 year old little boy.  And I'm a mom, to my daughter Scarlett.  She will be 4 in two days.  FOUR.  I can't get over it.
And then this brings me to the purpose of wanting to start blogging... I'm pregnant.  Again.  And when I say "again", I don't mean "again"- as in since my daughter, I mean "again"- as in on May 20th of this year I found out I was pregnant, and on May 28th I found out I no longer was.
I hadn't quite gotten used to the idea.  Although I had been begging my husband for another child for the past year, when he finally gave in and it happened, I was in shock.  How will we do this?!
After the miscarriage, I knew I wasn't done trying.  On August 22nd, I took a positive pregnancy test.  And on August 24th I took another.  And I'm not doubting I will take yet another.
As I looked at the word "Pregnant" on the digital test, I thought to myself, why?  Why did I do this?  Why am I rocking the boat? 
I'm not sure why.  And I'm scared that I will lose this pregnancy too.  But most of all I am hopeful that this will add yet another chapter to my life, as a nanny, mom and wife.